Friday, July 20, 2012, 8:23 AM

Irritated like shit -.- firstly, i wanna be a good friend and tolerate ur attitude but is getting worse. next is i ask u properly must u answer me in that way -.-? thirdly can u stop using this "-.-" it irritated me like hell -.- use in proper way please dun use in every sentence piss off only... Anyway today did smt that made 2E2 angry with me >< hopefully they forgive me luh)): also today gt a lot things happened.. Firstly i finally starting to behave so rowdy again .. Need change my attitude towards life.. Hopefully this time at Damai more successful idw like lat year please.. Shit sia every time 3 person and then always the wan that gt left out -.- sianz no offence with Huishi they all like that with Bell they all also like that shit sia. what i did to deserve this.. Problem must be me so shall work on it my attitude especially . Smile smile everything will be gone !! ((:

Thursday, July 12, 2012, 1:41 AM

Memories fade, smile fade, everything else will slowly fade away... Bright day today couldn't go swimming today though )): Looking out at the bright sky but i dun feel the way the sun is 'feeling'. Gloomy would be the word... I dunno why but sighhh.. Is just that i dunno is like a ost puppy wandering around in the street a lot people notice it but no one actually care about it.. That's is how i feel though... Maybe i make a wrong decision 7 mths ago? I dunno though life is a hectic.. Bro smoke nowadays and i really hate it -.- like seriously why are u harming ur self? Sister busy dating with her 'boyfriend' she cares abt home but sometimes i hardly even saw her... Then mother paranoid over dad and dad scolding mum when he no money really frustrate me.. I dunno what to do life seems to be in a misery.. Then in school friends fighting with each other. I wan to be with Xin Le and Jingwen sometimes and with Alicia some times .. But is like just so hard.. I need tolerate one side who dun like her and the other side who wan to use me to get close to her... I noe it is wrong smt i really dun like her sometimes i dun like the other her... Everybody dislike everybody for a reason.. I really wander sometime you know.. Sigh.. When will misery ever end.. )): After sec school planning to go overseas study then work and actually leave home :(( Remain it like that for now.. Bye my dear bloggy.. 4.41pm 12.07.12

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Kahwei
A girl who just wish for someone to notice her presence
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SuperJunior 18.02.2012/19.02.2012
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Unfolding of stories

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in her lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little girl who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?